little victorious

I'm having little goals here and there
and it's really lifting my spirits.
learning to have people not take advantage of me.
learning to be stonger.
learning to be more independent.
and it makes me feel reeeeeal good.


and it's nights like this that I know I couldn't live
without my friends.
because they make me truly better.
and my real friends know who they are.


on a side note, I definitely shouldn't look
into things as much as I do.
and I'm learning not to.
and this in turn makes me
a little more victorious each time.
and I know that I have a new chance every morning.
I'm starting to live up to my tattoo for once.



-b

home stretch

realized I hadn't wrote in a while.
kinda went into hiding.
didn't want to face reality.
kinda been antisocial
(some of it was for a reason)
but that's not fair to me or you.
maybe I should just stop being a baby
and grow up for once.
or maybe I needed some time to reflect on some shizzzz.


but anyways, next week is finals week
and then I'm done for the semester.
hopefully I will get in touch with some people
I haven't seen in a while.
hibernation will commence with watching movies.
would you care to join me?


-b