baby, I gotta plan

I don't know what it is with females,
but I'm not too good with that shit......

see I always find, and I always find something wrong
you been puttin' up with my shit for way too long
I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most
so I think it's time for us to have a toast........


never was much of a romantic
I could never take the intimacy
I guess that gives you an advantage
cause the look in your eyes it's killin' me


let's have a toast for the douchebags
let's have a toast to the assholes
let's have a toast for the scumbags
every one of them that I know
let's have a toast for the jerkoffs
that'll never take work off
baby, I gotta plan


runaway as fast as you can

walking CONTRADICTION

am I just messed up or is this how it's supposed to go?
am I not getting the point?
am I trying too hard?
am I not trying enough?
I've been here once before. I should know how it's supposed to begin and end.


TELL ME: what am I supposed to do, LeBron?
maybe I should be the one to disappear.

ehh, that wouldn't make much of a difference now would it?
had it all then threw it away.
selfish FUCKING bastard.

I wanna get rid of my cell phone
(I constantly check it to see if you even bothered)
wanna say I don't care anymore
(you better fucking believe I do)
forsake all of my friends
(you keep me going)
lock myself in my room
(I need to be around you to make me feel wanted)

I constantly want to give up and say "if you want to hang out with me, you getta hold of me", but I know I'll never be strong enough to do that. that and the disappointment would hurt too much to show that no one ever does.

maybe I should admit that I've made mistakes
and remind you that I've done this before
and tell you how much fun we had
should I be who you want me to be?




or maybe I should just disappear....






-b

i'm an asshole

and i probably deserve it.